Broken

I feel broken.

Mentally, emotionally, physically. It’s exhausting keeping up with the day-to-day but I have to and so I do. But I want to curl up in the dark with my puppies and sleep. Everything seems off, nothing is right. I try, I fail. Every effort unnoticed or unappreciated. All I want to do is sleep and when I do it’s never enough.

Crying. Unexplained pain. Migraines.

I feel broken.

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But there’s tomorrow. I will try tomorrow.

 

Three years gone…

I love to write. And in the last three years I would say I have written the occasional damn good post. BUT…I lost all that content. 😦

Unfortunately, I was using a third party company for my web-hosting and they decided to rob me a large sum of money (at least for me) without warning. We didn’t see eye to eye on the whole thing. When I canceled my service and they sent me all my files in a zip and so far it’s just a mumbo jumbo mess. 😦 Three years of decent blogging… gone.

I’ve bitched. I’ve complained. I’ve mourned.Β Now I’m just trying to move forward.

I considered starting fresh somewhere else. BUT… I love The Bluntest Blog and I’m not willing to give up on it just because someone shit all over my bloggy dreams.

So…I’ve decided to push through the pain and write on.