I have a doctorate in loneliness
An education I recently acquiesced
Originally not a choice I made
But for my freedom it was the price I paid
Before I knew it the isolation took over
And I wasn’t ready for this level of overexposure
I didn’t know what this lesson in loneliness would require
Turns out it would be baptism by fire
Now, the silence no longer swallows me
Instead it knows all of my idiosyncrasies
I’m no longer uncomfortable here
Or scared if I stay too long I will disappear
Today, it’s okay if I’m alone
No longer need company on the telephone
Learning to embrace solitude was harder than I ever could have known
The culmination of all my studies, my capstone
For no one knows what tomorrow will bring
But I’m smarter, stronger now, ready for anything